I am too much Alone in this world yet not Alone enough.

To Darby: ( Tuesday night when you return & every night following)

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4 days ago

MUSIC ASKS.

1:A song you like with a color in the title
2:A song you like with a number in the title
3:A song that reminds you of summertime
4:A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about
5:A song that needs to be played LOUD
6:A song that makes you want to dance
7:A song to drive to
8:A song about drugs or alcohol
9:A song that makes you happy
10:A song that makes you sad
11:A song that you never get tired of
12:A song from your preteen years
13:One of your favorite 80’s songs
14:A song that you would love played at your wedding
15:A song that is a cover by another artist
16:One of your favorite classical songs
17:A song that would sing a duet with on karaoke
18:A song from the year that you were born
19:A song that makes you think about life
20:A song that has many meanings to you
21:A favorite song with a person’s name in the title
22:A song that moves you forward
23:A song that you think everybody should listen to
24:A song by a band you wish were still together
25:A song by an artist no longer living
26:A song that makes you want to fall in love
27:A song that breaks your heart
28:A song by an artist with a voice that you love
29:A song that you remember from your childhood
30:A song that reminds you of yourself
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Posted
5 days ago
This is my fav. Darbs
<3

This is my fav. Darbs

<3

(Source: alterbeing, via whatisthatamattress)

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Posted
6 days ago
whatisthatamattress:

myriah at dance parties

Tooooooo Funny. &lt;3

whatisthatamattress:

myriah at dance parties

Tooooooo Funny. <3

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Posted
1 month ago

Haruki Murakami (via dulcetdecember)

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There are some things about myself I can’t explain to anyone. There are some things I don’t understand at all. I can’t tell what I think about things or what I’m after. I don’t know what my strengths are or what I’m supposed to do about them. But if I start thinking about these things in too much detail the whole thing gets scary. And if I get scared I can only think about myself. I become really self-centered, and without meaning to, I hurt people. So I’m not such a wonderful human being.
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Posted
3 months ago

Make me wonder about my fate.

Make me shake with your sensitivity.

Awaken me.

Posted
4 months ago

Writing 5 Poetry Exercise

The tree stands.


Leaves will fall soon. 

These ceaseless changes of seasons create progress. 

Still, I make no progress. 

I have uprooted myself and settled in the present.

Observe my growth.

the smell of the earth lingers in my hair. 

the sound of rain reminds me

Je ne sais pas. 

The birds speak. 

We share sharp conversations. 

My roots hold a firm grip in the past. 

Observe my growth.

These changes of seasons create progress. 

Still, no progress. 

Leaves fall. 

The tree stands tall.


Posted
7 months ago

F. Scott Fitzgerald (via selfinspiration)

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It’s a funny thing coming home. Nothing changes. Everything looks the same, feels the same, even smells the same. You realize what’s changed is you.
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8 months ago

Slim darling, you came along and into my arms and into my heart and all the real true love I have is yours – and now I’m afraid you won’t understand and that you’ll become impatient and that I’ll lose you – but even if that happened, I wouldn’t stop loving you for you are my last love and all the rest of my life I shall love you and watch you and be ready to help you should you ever need help.
All the nice things I do each day would be so much sweeter and so much gayer if you were with me. I find myself saying a hundred times a day, ‘If Slim could only see that’ or ‘I wish Slim could hear this.’ I want to make a new life with you – I want all the friends I’ve lost to meet you and know you and love you as I do – and live again with you, for the past years have been terribly tough, damn near drove me crazy. You’ll soon be here, Baby, and when you come you’ll bring everything that’s important to me in this world with you. 
— Humphrey Bogart’s letter to Lauren Bacall

Slim darling, you came along and into my arms and into my heart and all the real true love I have is yours – and now I’m afraid you won’t understand and that you’ll become impatient and that I’ll lose you – but even if that happened, I wouldn’t stop loving you for you are my last love and all the rest of my life I shall love you and watch you and be ready to help you should you ever need help.

All the nice things I do each day would be so much sweeter and so much gayer if you were with me. I find myself saying a hundred times a day, ‘If Slim could only see that’ or ‘I wish Slim could hear this.’ I want to make a new life with you – I want all the friends I’ve lost to meet you and know you and love you as I do – and live again with you, for the past years have been terribly tough, damn near drove me crazy. You’ll soon be here, Baby, and when you come you’ll bring everything that’s important to me in this world with you.

— Humphrey Bogart’s letter to Lauren Bacall

(via dulcetdecember-deactivated20130)

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Posted
8 months ago

Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals Of Sylvia Plath (via selfinspiration)

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Now I know what loneliness is, I think. Momentary loneliness, anyway. It comes from a vague core of the self - like a disease of the blood, dispersed throughout the body so that one cannot locate the matrix, the spot of contagion.There is no living being on earth at this moment, except myself. I could walk down the halls, and empty rooms would yawn at me from every side.
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8 months ago